These last few nights, have been really tough. Our tiny one likes to be awake from midnight to 3am. So from a variety of bouncing, burping, feeding, changing, and letting the little guy communicate to us in his only fashion it really starts to wear you down.
My wife and I have been doing good on communication and working together, but nights of no sleep can really break a person a part. I've found myself just beaten and dragging my feet. It can be tough to concentrate with only get a few hours of sleep and sometimes its broken hours, which are worse.
Thankfully I work a job that is not physically demanding, but still, it can be tough to focus.
Don't get it wrong, being a parent has been so amazing over these almost 3 weeks. Seeing the way he interacts with us and the world around him. Getting to see his smiles and hear his sounds. Its HUGE! I love him to the moon and back. But these nights, especially when they're consistent, really can wear down a person.
My wife though, she is the real MVP. I love seeing her in action! She just works with him so well, even when I know she is just as wiped as me if not substantially more. Moms are tough. Without here, this would be a journey and experience that would be much more difficult and I don't know what I would do without her. At work I often just wish I was at home with them, even if that means listening to tiny one shout his feelings, constantly cleaning, and changing diapers for days. I love it. I love the struggle. I don't, however, love not sleeping ha ha ha!
In other news I had my second review posted on Triton today. You guys have already seen it though. It was my Stardew Valley review, but I went back and adjusted some of the language and added images. That's going to be a big thing for my reviews over there. I'll be adding images and links to everything. Unlike here where I write everything as an informative blog post.
Well I think I'll leave it at that for today. More to come tomorrow I'm sure!
Have a good everyone and as always I'll see you in the next blog. See ya!
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