Today has been the first day in a few weeks where I am just unmotivated to write. Last night I didn't exactly get the response I was hoping to see, especially with how much effort I've been putting in, but it is what it is I suppose.
A lot of the time I do get really discouraged about a lot of stuff. Stuff gets to me, eats away at me, but I just never really whine about it. I keep it to myself and shut up about it. Work harder, prove your worth, etc. Over the last couple years though its been a cycle of it paying off and it blowing up in my face. From jobs to hobbies. I guess that's life though.
Added on with how useless I've been feeling in the care of my child. He sleeps all the time and only mostly wakes up to eat. I help out around the house but it's not giving me a sense of purpose or fulfillment. It's just tough when there really isn't anything I can help with. Or maybe it is helpful and I'm just thinking it isn't. I could do more, or least I feel like I could.
Weekend is coming up! My grandmother-in-law is coming to town from Vegas. I'm ultra excited! I have really cool in-laws. They're always genuinely interested in our lives and whats happening, and they make a great effort to be around. I appreciate it a lot. Plus Grandma-Ann is my favorite grandma of all time. Aside from my grandmother who raised me of course.
So I'm looking forward to her being here, getting lunch, and her being around for a few days. Plus she gets to meet her great grandson! Oh it's a big deal in the family because we produced the first grandson for our parents, and the first great-grandson on my immediate families side and her side. Wooo go us! Plus he's so cute! I streamed him live yesterday and he told all about his day!
Well I'm gonna take off, see you guys in the next blog! See ya!
Showing posts with label family. Show all posts
Showing posts with label family. Show all posts
Friday, July 22, 2016
Thursday, July 21, 2016
Struggle Is Weird
Parenting.
It's something I certainly am trying to get used to. My wife has been being amazing with everything that's been happening. She spends all day taking care of the lad and I just am struggling to find a good balance between work, family, and hobby.
Typically I come home from work and just spend time with them as we had always done. Hang out, watch TV, make food, etc. But when it comes to sleeping at night I have to basically juggle the idea of sleeping, or staying up/getting up with him regularly so she doesn't have to do it alone. She does so much with him. So I need to try harder to be more involved in his care.
Today I wrote another news article detailing the announcement of the Collector's Edition for World of Final Fantasy, so that's pretty cool. I actually was able to make Press Account for SquareEnix as well! It makes me happy when I can get some sort of progression with the press stuff. I might have something even cooler to announce in a few weeks.
We'll see though!
It's something I certainly am trying to get used to. My wife has been being amazing with everything that's been happening. She spends all day taking care of the lad and I just am struggling to find a good balance between work, family, and hobby.
Typically I come home from work and just spend time with them as we had always done. Hang out, watch TV, make food, etc. But when it comes to sleeping at night I have to basically juggle the idea of sleeping, or staying up/getting up with him regularly so she doesn't have to do it alone. She does so much with him. So I need to try harder to be more involved in his care.
Today I wrote another news article detailing the announcement of the Collector's Edition for World of Final Fantasy, so that's pretty cool. I actually was able to make Press Account for SquareEnix as well! It makes me happy when I can get some sort of progression with the press stuff. I might have something even cooler to announce in a few weeks.
We'll see though!
Wednesday, July 20, 2016
Dailies
Daily Blog.
Daily Blog.
Daily Blo~~~g~!
Hey what's up everybody? Another daily blog, because, I find it find to make myself write for Triton and for myself every day.
I got my twitch page and twitter page sorted out with links to stuff. I'm not doing anything crazy for twitch since it's such a small fan base at the moment. 3 people haha. But it's still fun. When I do something major, or something that requires my captured card Ill actually use the mic. Otherwise I just use the chat, mostly because I have a baby who sometimes yells and sometimes doesn't.
Oh I also got back into the Pokémon games. I was disappointed that I apparently sold my Pokémon Y version. that had all my breeding, EV, etc type Pokemon on there and Pokedex of 400+! Oh well. I'll just finish Omega Ruby and redo it on there I suppose. If I ever get my hands on a 3DS card I'll try and do 3ds stuff! Though the big issue is that so much of library is eshop.
Yesterday I submitted Press requests for review copies of some games! Capcom turned me down. But Nintendo sort of responded! So there's that.
I actually got some sleep last night, but I am still just beat. So sleepy, so tired. The opposite of so fresh and so clean.
How are you guys doing? Hope everything is cool. Let me know in the comments below!
Otherwise I'll see you guys in the next blog. See ya!
Daily Blog.
Daily Blo~~~g~!
Hey what's up everybody? Another daily blog, because, I find it find to make myself write for Triton and for myself every day.
I got my twitch page and twitter page sorted out with links to stuff. I'm not doing anything crazy for twitch since it's such a small fan base at the moment. 3 people haha. But it's still fun. When I do something major, or something that requires my captured card Ill actually use the mic. Otherwise I just use the chat, mostly because I have a baby who sometimes yells and sometimes doesn't.
Oh I also got back into the Pokémon games. I was disappointed that I apparently sold my Pokémon Y version. that had all my breeding, EV, etc type Pokemon on there and Pokedex of 400+! Oh well. I'll just finish Omega Ruby and redo it on there I suppose. If I ever get my hands on a 3DS card I'll try and do 3ds stuff! Though the big issue is that so much of library is eshop.
Yesterday I submitted Press requests for review copies of some games! Capcom turned me down. But Nintendo sort of responded! So there's that.
I actually got some sleep last night, but I am still just beat. So sleepy, so tired. The opposite of so fresh and so clean.
How are you guys doing? Hope everything is cool. Let me know in the comments below!
Otherwise I'll see you guys in the next blog. See ya!
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